I shouldn't blog when I'm tired

I'm not sure if that last one makes complete sense to me. But if it makes sense to anyone else, I'll leave it up.

Anyway, I'm really torn about 2011. Here is why.

There comes a point in every man's life when he has to grow up. 2011 is that time for me.

I, being the ultimate procrastinator, have put off "growing up" until the last possible chance. So, I've gotten all the way here, 2011, my 22nd year.... with nothing.

I have no inkling what I want to do with my life, no girlfriend, I'm terrible with money, and have no semblance of stability in my life. So, what's a guy (soon to be a man) to do? I had about 9 people click "like" on my facebook status telling me I was a good friend. Is there any way I can go pro?

I know that I would not have made it this far without God. He saved my life. He intends for me to be here, on this earth. He has plans, intentions, and uses for me. But...well. I guess sometimes it's scary walking through your life on faith alone. 21 years and 8 months, and no clue where you're going? Yeah. If it was a driving trip....I'd be a little worried by now that I didn't have directions.

I guess if you are reading this, talk to me. Give me advice. Ask for my advice. Be present. Be open minded. If I'm good enough to be a professional friend, be my friend! We can spend time together. But most of all I ask you to pray for me. Pray that I find that dirt road (obviously less traveled) that God has been dancing me around for the last 21 years. Pray for 2011. Pray for each other. Time spent in prayer is always time well spent.

I love you all. Thank you for reading. Text me sometime.

-Nick